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07 July 2009 Tuesday, July 07, 2009
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Ive engraved our loves deep inside my heart.
I dont deny that I still love you even after we broke up.
But I have put our loves back.
Way back that it seems like it never existed.
It took me 5 months to actually move on.
Ive put you behind me when Ive found, 'you know who'.
That was where I began a new life.
A new story.
And yes it was all your fault for being my friend after we broke up.
Ive already forgotten about you. Well, I was starting to.
I hated you so much back then but your sweet tongue has persuaded me to be your freind.
And I know as much that Ive LOST you and that youre gone for good,
Youre still the person who understands me the most.
The ONLY PERSON.
NO ONE understands me better than you do.
I have moved on. Let me emphasise on this again.
Its just that Ive yet to find someone who can understand me better than you can.
Pray for me I'l find that person.
You wont have to worry anymore when Ive found that person.
And Yes, Ive never encountered so many HEAVY problems at one go.
Never.
Problems;
With Friends in school/class,
With Myra,
Sometimes With Family.
And at this critical moment I need my special ones.
My treasured ones.
But also at this critical moment, theyve left me.
All at once.
AT ONE GO !
I dont know who to turn to.
And it doesnt matter who I turn to.
But I know this IS life.
I have to accept it.
Youre the greatest Impact in my life.
Ive change EVERYTHING because of you.
And that, I Thank You.
You taught me Alot.
Im not and will never be who I am today if not for you.
Ok here's the 'a little Bitchy part'.
Ive already had enough problems so please dont add to it.
It may not be you.
If she wants me to vanish from 'YOUR' lifes,
I will.
Just dont add to my problems ok.
If you want me to regard you as someone who never existed, then she should too.
I dont want her to get jealous over the slightest thing.
This may sound abit rude or whatever,
But its true.
Im a girl, I know.
She should too.
This you should know, I have absolutely NO MORE feelings for you.
Oh, and if she doesnt like me mentioning your name anywhere,
Kindly tell me in person.
Dont have to be so sarcastic :}
Let the readers be the witness,
WE'RE SO OVER AND I HAVE MOVED ON !
Goodbye and takecare.
Oh, and HAPPY TEN MONTHS :}

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