05 July 2009 Sunday, July 05, 2009
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I've been a REAL jerk. Rather, A BITCH !I've just caused someone's Heart to shatter into Thousands of Pieces.What have I done ?This is a Speacial post for Fatin, Tizzy.Tizzy, Im really sorry. Im really really SORRY.I didnt mean for anything like this to happen.Paripari is my Best Teman Ever.We are Just FRIENDS.But I know, as much as we're Just Friends,I know how you feel.I KNOW.NO GIRLFRIEND want her BOYFRIEND to be close to any girls.Sometimes, even cousins.When I was still with Akam, I used to get Jealous over his cousin, SUE.Whats more me, JUST A FRIEND.But, I...I didnt make the right choice.Im a REAL SLUT.I KNOW YOU MUST HATE ME NOW.YOU MUST BE HATING ME TO THE CORE NOW!I know Paripari loves you alot.Although, he is close with me.Sometimes when I meet him, half of our conversations are about you.About YOU AND HUCEN !I know its too late to say anything now.I dont feel good now.And you, you must be feeling Worse then I am.I know. I Know I KNOW !But I still...I dont know.But I know NO AMOUNT OF SORRIES CAN EASE YOU.Im not expecting you to Forgive me.I cant even forgive myself.:'(Ive known Hucen even before you guys were together, before I know Akam.And that was TWO years ago.When he said he was attached, I didnt contact him, for a year.And its recently we just started to contact each other again.I shouldnt have contact him again.I really SHOULDNT HAVE.IM REALLY SORRY !Your Anniversary just passed a few days ago.You've been together for 1 year and 10 months, And I really really envy you.I do.But I put an end to everything.Ive ruin your life, when you dont even know me.Dont worry, I believe in KARMA.One day, something BAD, something really BAD is going to happen to me.You can curse me.Im even cursing myself now.God is fair, Ive hurt you.Someone's going to hurt me one day.You can laugh at me.And I dont mind at all.IM REALLY SORRY.Labels: IM REALLY SORRY TIZZY