31 July 2009 Friday, July 31, 2009
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My problems are 1 month old.
And Ive been a very very strong girl for the whole month.
Im happy for a certain someone.
Not really someone, cause its TWO people.
You guys have been together for so long and just because of 'youknowwho',
You guys nearly fell out.
Anyway, last long ok :}
Youre happy, Im happy :}
One problem gone !
Remember the day I told you Shikin talk to me during malaydance.
So called like a mini confession.
Jyeah, another problem gone !
Some more still pending...
The 'somemore', I have no faith in losing it.
So it will stick with me.
But NO !
That wont happen, I will forget about it and move on :}
No resolution nevermind.
I just dont want to carry it with me everywhere I go.
Its so heavy, andand,
Im a happy person you know. Hee :D
But as much as Im a happy person,
As much as Im a strong girl who doesnt fear anything, except for dentist,
Im still very weak whenever it comes to nothing but Love !
Love sounds so harmless, so painless, so hurtless.
It can bring a friendship down.
A bestfriend down.
It can lead you to a fantasy, and wished you'll never wake up from it.
It is so great that anyone would sacrifice anything for it.
Just anything.
Its the only thing that had made a great impact in my life.
But is Love really true ?
Im single, UNavailable and Im in love.
But I dont know who I love.
I know but the feeling is mutual.
You get my point ?
Whenever ANYONE talk about love, Il just sit at the side and think.
Thinking of what ?
I Swear I dont know.
Im not in a relationship but Im hurt.
Im hurt with the words, the promises you made way back.
Youve broken it.
Your promises and my heart.
But why ?
Why is your promises still in me ?
Why am I still hurt whenever I think of you ?
And when I refer 'you'.
I dont even know who I am referring to.
Because Ill confess now, I have Two people in my mind,
I have to choose, make a wise, a very very very wise choice.
I dont know.
But Ive loved both of you.
Now I feel like a Bitch.
You will probably say, 'Who the Fcuk does she think she is? Princess ? Can have candidate to choose from ?'
Ive been a whimp, failing to be honest with my feelings.
You can think or say whatever you like.
I dont know if I should trust Love.
Ps: Siow peh blogger !
Labels: Is love trustable ?
