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03 July 2009 Friday, July 03, 2009
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Kid is Pink
Myrah is Green
Translation is Purple

Il ask you again on 17 July.
Huh?
You should know since you like reading my blog.
I dont know. Dont find trouble.
Im not. Dont you.
Wth are you talking about ? Just get straight to the point.
Oh, so you can say 'I'll pay your money back, just stop asking for it. Im not stupid' again ? Now youre acting stupid.
Eh, Hello, Im getting my pay on the 10th okay. Dont act as if you'e so good, you let my dignity drop and now what ? Your adek masuk campur(sister interfere). Eh, dah bagus adek aku tak masuk campur(Its good enough I didnt ask my sister to interfere) and I can even ask her to jatohkan(drop) your dignity k drama queen. If you want to cool down, just cool down for goodness sake. Dont text me, Bye.
Sensitive. Ego. Bye.
Yeah right. Macam kau tak sensitive and ego(as if youre not sensitive and ego). Be more down to earth lah. Atleast aku dengan Adeline dah baik(Adeline and I have patched things up). Orang maki aku lagi terok, aku boleh maafkan(There are people who vulgarises me even worse, and I can forgive them). Jangan nak fikirkan hati kepala otak kau yang keras ah k.( in another words, Ego). And whatever I said was true, you just need a guy then everything will alright. I dont care anymore what you want to post about me cause you've turn into a Mean Bitch. And I really just dont care. Cause I've done my part saying sorry and let public knowing it. And you ? Just follow your Fucking Ego. Whatever linsa cakap betol kan(say is all true right?). Hah. Kau dengan Linsa same itu pasal(You and Linsa are both just the same). Ape motive kau baik baik dengan Adeline(Whats your motive getting close to Adeline?) Pasal nak orang backing kau(Because you want back ups?) Hah. Tak pasal, aku da tak heran lagi kalau kau nak maafkan aku( Nevermind, I dont care anymore if you're going to forgive me). Janji aku tawu aku happy, aku tawu aku da cakap sorry(As long I know that Im happy and that Ive asked for your forgiveness). Yang lain antara kau dengan Tuhan, kate gi syarahan, takkan tak tawu eh(The rest is up to you and god, you always go syarahan, dont tell me you dont know)! Bye.
One thing I want you to know, I changed because of the people around me. Aku cepat tepengaruh dalam cinta(Im easily influenced by Love). And if you want me to put it rudely, You were once my Gf and youre the person that Im close with. Also, I use to love you alot. Cinta is Love right. Im influenced by YOU. And Im now a Mean Bitch because you WERE too. And still.
But it doesnt mean you have to change this way right ? I dont care if you cepat tepengaruh with love(you're easily influenced). You wanted me to change, just because Im Bossy. Yeah, we were close. But you never shared anything with me before. Thats why I turned Bossy, cause you didnt even have time for me. And yet, you are always spending time with Bat.(*FYI; Bat was my Boyfriend then, now, Ex).
And aku and Linsa same? Eh pls eh, she was right. Just accept the fact. Its just that she's a little harsh. Adel? Aku pernah tak baik ngan org( Have I always been so Unfriendly?). Oh lupe, aku kan dah Mean Bitch(Oh, I forgot, Now Im known as the Mean Bitch). Saying sorries in public is just to make you look like the perfect friend. Begging for Forgiveness is showing im the Mean Bitch. Thats your Main Motive. So whats the point ? And btw, Ive already forgiven you. I always forgive and Forget. But this time, I dont think I can Forget.
So you want more explanations? I can explain every single thing.
She's right ? Eh hello. Do you even know her ? NO RIGHT. So, it doesnt mean she's aganst me, she's right. Yeah, you've turn into a MEAN BITCH. You MADE me said that. And FYI Akidah, im a perfect friend. I dont like to fight alright. if you want me to change, then YOU better change too. If you say im not the perfect friend, then go find someone that is perfect, and i bet you cant. You know why ? Cause true friends only come once. You should accept it. Flaws and all.
No youre wrong Myrah. You just promoted yourself. No one, and I repeat, NO ONE is perfect. People make mistakes and its about forgiving. I've forgiven you long before, its just you didnt know. And why didnt I tell you that I've long forgiven you? Cause I dont want to be your friends anymore. And pasal aku tak nak gadoh lah(because I dont want anymore conflicts), that I dont want to be your friend anymore. And its true, True friends come only once and I've found her. Its Me.
Okay, its your wish. You need everyone except for me right. Yeah, im useless. Im not perfect, but you just dont know how much I treasured you. You dont kan ? Aku selama ini diam, tak cakap pape even bile kau contact ngan Bat(All this while I just kept quite even when you contact with Bat)*now wait a second, BAT WAS MY BF AND HE IS NOW MY EX, you mean i cant contact with him? Bile kita keluar, mesti ada third party(when we go out, there's always a third party) Aku diam, whenever aku nak spent time dengan kau, ape kau buat(I just keep quite, whenever I want to spent time with you, what did you do?) Bawa Bat, bawa sapesape(you always tag Bat, or anyone else) Have you ever wonder why you dont have a true bestfriend ? Let me tell you why, because you're a very proud person and you would take care of your guy rather then your betfriend. Thats you.
That IS me, you're perfectly right. I just realise Im more comfortable with guys.
Yeah, its okay. Cause kau nak tawu asal(you want to know why)? You dont know how to appreciate girls.
Wrong. Im a girl, I know how to appreciate. Its just that I dont know how to react.
Why the way you react is making a big fuss ? I never did judge you, i accepted your flaws and all. But you judge me way too much. Dropping my dignity down, how could you ? Do you even have a heart ?
I didnt judge you Myrah. I merely tell you what I feel. What I think of you. Now you know why I didnt dare tell you about your attitude last time? Because I know you too well. I know you won't be able to take the blow and that you won't be able to face it. That's you Myrah.
Yeah, that's my weakness. But you brought it way too far.
Then I guess Im Sorry..
It's okay, im used to it. All thanks to you.
You're very welcome.

And thats the end of a very Cold War happening in Singapore.

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