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22 December 2009 Tuesday, December 22, 2009
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I dont know.
Ive been SINGLE for 8 months now.
Haha.
But I didnt get to enjoy that single life.
Ive been on the wait for 8 FREAKING months.
Oh My God !
Aint that long ?
I know, Im so not used to being single.
Everyday I think of BAAAT, and think that Im still attached to him.
Thats how I live my days.
Its like Ive created an altar of BAAAT.
Wait, not "Its like".
I HAVE created an altar.
I need to throw this altar away.
FAR AWAY !


To readers, if you dont know what altar is, let me explain.
Its something you tend to create/imagine/turn to when you cant be with the real person.
Something like imaginary friend.
Except this is dangerous, and I mean

VERY DANGEROUS !

Thats why I need to throw it away far.
You can get carried away being with this altar.
You will somehow be in another world.
And this earth is of no exist to you.


Yes.
Thats what is going to happen to me if I dont stop being with my altar.
But how ?
If I throw this altar away, I'll be "dead".
This altar have been keeping me alive for 8 months.
But If I continue to keep this altar.........
It'll be worse than being dead.


Oh boy, Im having a heavy splitting headache right now.
I miss BAAAT, I really do.

But, now what ?
Find someone new ?

Labels: HELL NO