Right now, Im feeling really really really down.
I just lost someone who is the most dearest to me.
He doted on me the MOST !
He pampered me like Im his only, but I wasn't.
He will try to get me anything and everything I want.
I remember, back when I would sit on his laps.
He would hug me tight.
Im known best in the family as "fishball girl".
But yesterday, yesterday 4 am, we lost him, I lost him.
He left us, he left me, without saying goodbye.
How could he ?
But its all fated.
I couldnt stop crying.
I just couldnt.
I couldnt believe my eyes.
He was gone, forever.
I will definitely miss you, Grandad.
Infact, I AM missing you right now.

Nurakidah bte Mohd Shafiee
Mohd Shafiee bin Osman
Osman bin Rashiah

You are the greatest Grandad ever.
I will never ever forget you.
I love you, I do. :(

Rest in Peace Grandad.

Amin.

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